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I Choose To Live

***NOTE: This wiki is not against suicide, it just supports life.


"Even if you plan to kill yourself tomorrow, you still choose to live today."



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This is a wiki for all who choose to live. You don't have to be anti-death, or against anything that has to do with it(i.e. cutting, morbid crap, talk of death, even anticipating it). You just have to choose to live.
There are no obligations. Maybe you'll change your mind later. But, right now, life is worth living. And you're here for it.

So, if you're here right now at this moment, like you obviously are, you choose to live. If you didn't, you wouldn't be reading this right now, now would you?

You already know the rules, and probably can assume any others I haven't put up, so I won't bother.


Here are the Members:

(*Whispers* The word "members" is a link.)




***made by: [Incontinence Happens]




A PERFECT CIRCLE
"Gravity"


Lost again
Broken and weary
Unable to find my way
Tail in hand
Dizzy and clearly unable to
Just let this go


I am surrendering to the gravity and the unknown
Catch me heal me lift me back up to the sun
I choose to live


I fell again
Like a baby unable to stand on my own
Tail in hand
Dizzy and clearly unable to just let this go
High and surrendering to the gravity and the unknown
Catch me heal me lift me back up to the sun
I choose to live, I choose to live, I choose to live


Catch me heal me lift me back up to the sun
Help me survive the bottom


Calm these hands before they
Snare another pill and
Drive another nail down another
Needy hole please release me


I am surrendering to the gravity and the unknown
Catch me heal me lift me back up to the sun
I choose to live, I choose to live





This's a page for all who engage in self-harm in various forms:
http://www.recoveryourlife.com





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2004-06-05 [Lethargic Panda]: Yeah huh.

2004-06-05 [Kurus_Dreaon]: meh...like i said...doesnt bother me

2004-06-05 [Lethargic Panda]: Me neither.

2004-06-05 [Kurus_Dreaon]: good.....wouldnt want it to bother you

2004-06-05 [Lethargic Panda]: Okie dokie.

2004-06-05 [Kurus_Dreaon]: *smils* so are you allergic to anything

2004-06-05 [Lethargic Panda]: Only penicillin.

2004-06-05 [Kurus_Dreaon]: ah.....is it a bad allergy...or just annoying one

2004-06-05 [BarleySinger]: Guess What? President George Bush has decieded that all men and women in the USA past the age of 18, and under age 27 should be drafted. His two bills (S 89 and HR 163) are expected to pass unnoticed (because of attention being on the election) and the draft is expected to start in March of 2005. There is no stated end to this new draft, and you can't get out of it by being in school, and you can't flee to Canada because they have an agreement with the Canadian Government to close the border down to people of draft age who do not have specific travel permission. 

Stop Military Slavery

2004-06-05 [Kurus_Dreaon]: um hey we already seen this...you can go put it somewhere else now thank you

2004-06-05 [Lethargic Panda]: Little of both. I avoid taking penicillin. lol.  Oh yeah. BarleySinger, please stop being a dumbass.

2004-06-05 [Kurus_Dreaon]: yes please...that is getting annoying already

2004-06-05 [Lethargic Panda]: Allergies are silly.

2004-06-05 [Kurus_Dreaon]: yah they are...im going to have to go now...getting late....ttyl k?

2004-06-05 [Lethargic Panda]: I suppose.

2004-06-05 [vampiredemon]: bush is an asshole

2004-06-06 [IndigoRose]: I disagree with his decision but I wouldn't go as far as to say he's an asshole......I may not want him as president,along with anyone else running or who has ever run.....but I'm sure that is a pretty hard job....the entire country on your shoulders. I don't know how I would deal with it...but he did put himself to it though.....argh...mixed emotions, as always...........

2004-06-06 [vampiredemon]: well i have a whole court on my hands

2004-06-06 [brandi_080786]: I think Bush is doing a good job. How many other people in the whole country could have kept America functioning at all with all that has happened?

2004-06-06 [vampiredemon]: i dont realy care about america it has done nuthing for me

2004-06-06 [Kurus_Dreaon]: not truly true but....

2004-06-06 [Lethargic Panda]: No reasoning with ignorants. I dislike America, mainly because of how hypocritical our leaders are, but I don't deny I've gotten opportunities here I wouldn't have elsewhere.

2004-06-06 [Kurus_Dreaon]: yes.....unfortunetly we dont have a perfect government.....but there are many beifits to be had from living here

2004-06-06 [Lethargic Panda]: Yeah... o.o

2004-06-06 [Kurus_Dreaon]: meh...so how are ya

2004-06-06 [Lethargic Panda]: Eh. Blank and ruminative.

2004-06-06 [12 34 56 78 9]: It's impossible to have an perfect government. The only choice is to try to find the best one you can find to live in, and the US is - i hate to say it - but one of the best you're going to find. I'd just like to see those dumbasses that support for Anarchy to be put into one and piss their pants because it's complete chaos and would be "survival of the fittest" we are human, we were meant to try and control and make government- it's in our nature.

2004-06-06 [Lethargic Panda]: So many people on here use the anarchy symbol every time they have a letter "a" in something. It's incredibly annoying.

2004-06-06 [Kurus_Dreaon]: true very true

2004-06-06 [Lethargic Panda]: I got the most awesome hat today. It's so sweet.

2004-06-06 [Kurus_Dreaon]: really....cool.....whats it look like

2004-06-06 [Lethargic Panda]: It's super great. lol. [FlIrTyBaByGuRl04] I just came across her page. It's funny in a sad way. "i might not get along wit some people if they r bosy only wen men r"  She's freaking 13.

2004-06-06 [Kurus_Dreaon]: hmmm interesting...just read it myself......hmmm

2004-06-06 [Lethargic Panda]: Sad, huh.

2004-06-06 [Kurus_Dreaon]: a bit

2004-06-06 [Lethargic Panda]: <img:http://img2.imgspot.com/u/04/157/04/Me_Hat_resized_emerald_green.jpg> Yay for boaters. ^.^

2004-06-06 [Kurus_Dreaon]: ummm....it didnt work....did ya type it all right?

2004-06-06 [Lethargic Panda]: ? It worked here?

2004-06-06 [Kurus_Dreaon]: wait...it works now....cool hat...my likes very mucho

2004-06-06 [Lethargic Panda]: Me too. ^.^

2004-06-06 [Kurus_Dreaon]: is very nice.....ive always liked hats like that...they is cool

2004-06-06 [12 34 56 78 9]: whoa, thats a sweet hat.

2004-06-06 [Lethargic Panda]: Yeah...yeah they is.

2004-06-06 [Kurus_Dreaon]: hey ive got to go now...getting late....buh bye ttyl

2004-06-06 [12 34 56 78 9]: I just went to this guys page : [Lethargic Panda] his drawings look like they were done my a 4 year old blind kid with two broken hands, they are so retarded looking. Oh, except this squirrel wrapped in tinfoil, that's just pure gold there *nods* haha *throws small small children at lethargic*

2004-06-06 [Lethargic Panda]: AHHH!! Anything but children...  Hey, my drawings may be (super excellent and) drawn by 4 year olds with broken hands, but that doesn't mean you have to let my secret out. GOD. THANKS A LOT IMPERFECT.

2004-06-06 [12 34 56 78 9]: Crap! I forgot I wasn't supposed to tell anyone!! I've let you down, I've let everyone down.. *jumps off his cloud in the sky* weee, this is actually fun *falls and falls* borrring.. *goes to sleep*

2004-06-06 [Lethargic Panda]: *watches you splat and die* *stabs mostly splatted body in the thigh...one last time*

2004-06-06 [circus snatch]: *giggles*

2004-06-06 [Lethargic Panda]: ^.^

2004-06-06 [circus snatch]: boobs!

2004-06-06 [Lethargic Panda]: On Imperfect? o.o Does he have a secret? Is that what you're telling us? and what about the well?

2004-06-06 [12 34 56 78 9]: crap, I forgot, I choose to live that means I can't die. *blows his brains out with a pistol* haha, sweet.. *shoots lethargic between the eyes* hah! we can't die! or maybe it's just us... lets see..*shoots Mikah*

2004-06-06 [circus snatch]: *blinks* You're kidding I hope.

2004-06-06 [Lethargic Panda]: *catches bullets* Without her I'd have no one to take pills out of the bra of. That sounds increasingly weird and creepy. o.o

2004-06-06 [Lethargic Panda]: Well, that killed the conversation. lol *holds up hands* See, not on her. *is innocent and pure*

2004-06-06 [12 34 56 78 9]: whoa sorry, I just went kind of crazy there... *gives you guys oreos* there.. we go.

2004-06-06 [12 34 56 78 9]: We always kid Mikah :) humor is the way of life.

2004-06-06 [Lethargic Panda]: *smells the rat poison on the oreos* *glares at you* *eats oreos*

2004-06-06 [Lethargic Panda]: Mikah is me buddy! ^.^

2004-06-06 [circus snatch]: yay I'm not shot and I get oreos and buddies. ^.^ today was a good day.

2004-06-06 [Lethargic Panda]: You didn't even mention the rat poison. I bet you hurt it's feelings. :(

2004-06-06 [circus snatch]: rat poison coinsides with the oreos silly ass.

2004-06-06 [12 34 56 78 9]: *smiles* yeah, the rat poison just gives it some extra spice.

2004-06-06 [12 34 56 78 9]: *whispers* t-u-r-t-l-e power...

2004-06-06 [circus snatch]: nunununununuh bat man!

2004-06-06 [12 34 56 78 9]: hey, I know what we can do. Anybody ever play DND or anything? we could role play - okay lethargic, you can be the blind 4 year old with 2 broken hands. Mikah, uhmm... what do you want to be?

2004-06-06 [Lethargic Panda]: *points out that you're still bleeding from your thigh* And to Mikah...while the rat poison may coincide with the oreos, how do you know if the rat poison knew that or not?

2004-06-06 [Lethargic Panda]: It's not fair that you just assign me a part and give her a choice. You sexist pedophile. *glare*

2004-06-06 [circus snatch]: can I be a pair of boobs? BECAUSE THE RAT POISON SHOULD KNOW ITS PLACE!! *nazi stare*

2004-06-06 [Lethargic Panda]: Is the rat poisons place in a pair of boobs? o.o

2004-06-06 [12 34 56 78 9]: YES it's fair you get assigned *smacks you into your place* fiiine, what do you want to be? okay, you can be a pair of boobs Mikah. Just normal ones? small/big/hairy/saggy/green/with smiley faces drawn on them. Anything special or just normal ones?

2004-06-06 [12 34 56 78 9]: it seems my thigh is always bleeding... should get that checked out sometime I guess...

2004-06-06 [Lethargic Panda]: I made a picture to portray the recently experience situation. Want to see? o.o

2004-06-06 [circus snatch]: my boobies!

2004-06-06 [Lethargic Panda]: *is ignored* *shows anyways* <img:http://sigs.xs.to/sigs/Rat_poison.JPG>

2004-06-06 [12 34 56 78 9]: hahaha, great picture.

2004-06-06 [12 34 56 78 9]: okay, guess you can be your boobies then Mikah. Did you want to be the 4 year old blindy/cripple kid lethargic or something else?

2004-06-06 [Lethargic Panda]: I want to be...an ex-con, who's 4' tall and named Carlos!

2004-06-06 [12 34 56 78 9]: okay, boobies and Carlos you enter a cave, after walking in a few steps you see a bartender behind his booth and he says "what can i get yah for?"

2004-06-06 [Lethargic Panda]: Boobies left...looks like Carlos is flying solo. I was not using imagery there...Carlos has a plane. You realize how sad this game is...if it just has "the master" and one player? Kind of lonely.

2004-06-06 [12 34 56 78 9]: yeah, screw it - the bartender turns into a dragon and eats you.

2004-06-06 [12 34 56 78 9]: the dragon says, "you got served" *shivers from repeating that stupid phrase*

2004-06-06 [Lethargic Panda]: *bursts out of it's chest on his old war plane* We could spam the kissing girls wiki with "Girls are icky"?

2004-06-06 [12 34 56 78 9]: hahaha, that's an image there. An old war plane bursting out of a dragons chest heh. Sure, is it kissing girls? lets do this thang.

2004-06-06 [12 34 56 78 9]: holy blajesus, you see all those 'older comment' pages? haha

2004-06-06 [Lethargic Panda]: o.o *walks off into woods*

2004-06-06 [12 34 56 78 9]: screw it, I'm turning on a movie - boredom sucks

2004-06-06 [Lethargic Panda]: Holy Jebus.

2004-06-06 [Lethargic Panda]: Almost everyone on elftown goes on and on about how they hate anti-gays and homophobes, yet I've only come across one person claiming to be a homophobe on elftown. My point: Why can't they shut up?

2004-06-06 [12 34 56 78 9]: hahahaha good point. hmm, but do all homophobes go on parading their beliefs? I think what the people don't realize is hating a person for being a homophobe is the same thing as hating non homophobes or gays. Everyone has their own opinion, right, they should just keep it to thereselves

2004-06-06 [Lethargic Panda]: Yes. I like that. "Everyone has an opinion, so you should all just shut up."

2004-06-06 [12 34 56 78 9]: *nods and stands above everyone with lethargic* crawzy people down there..

2004-06-06 [Lethargic Panda]: *smashes some* Hey, when you're huge, you gotta take advantage of it.

2004-06-06 [Lethargic Panda]: Go here....con-choice and if you don't agree..follow the link on the page. I command thee knave!

2004-06-06 [12 34 56 78 9]: all righty then.. *squishes someone with thumb;smiles;the leaves to look at other wiki*

2004-06-06 [Lethargic Panda]: *stabs people in the thighs with little itty bitty knives*

2004-06-06 [Incontinence Happens]: ...ouch?

2004-06-06 [Lethargic Panda]: Not you. *is on you*

2004-06-06 [Incontinence Happens]: *rolled over* hahah! now who's on who!

2004-06-06 [Lethargic Panda]: YOU'RE ON ME! I WIN!!!!

2004-06-06 [12 34 56 78 9]: *watches and eats popcorn*

2004-06-06 [Lethargic Panda]: Pedophile. lol

2004-06-06 [Lethargic Panda]: [cocane master] He's 15...and he spelt concaine wrong. lol

2004-06-06 [12 34 56 78 9]: hahaha *points and laughs and the stupid person*

2004-06-06 [Lethargic Panda]: It's sad how much misspelling in the usernames themselves there is.

2004-06-06 [12 34 56 78 9]: my dad and I were watching "family fued" (btw, that show is so lame) but I made up a question: "things you throw rocks at" and my dad said retards haha

2004-06-06 [12 34 56 78 9]: I say fat children, who are running from tigers

2004-06-06 [Lethargic Panda]: I say fat retarded children running from tigers.

2004-06-06 [12 34 56 78 9]: you know what would be funny? try and misspell as many words as you can in your page and see how many you piss off... just like my reason why I thought about going vegatarian before - just to make all those "thats dumb" people irritated.

2004-06-06 [12 34 56 78 9]: haha, fat retarded children running from tigers. Hey, draw that. I command thee.

2004-06-06 [12 34 56 78 9]: its funny to watch how easily irritated people can get, how easily toyed with.

2004-06-06 [Lethargic Panda]: You should make a second house, and have that "person" be homophobic, racist, narcissistic, sexist, and just generally a pig. What fun it would be.

2004-06-06 [12 34 56 78 9]: hahahaha, we could both use it? share it or whatever

2004-06-06 [Lethargic Panda]: That sounded so much more better educated. "we could both use it? share it" Oh...so that's what both using it means, thanks for explaining that.

2004-06-06 [12 34 56 78 9]: thanks, no prob

2004-06-06 [12 34 56 78 9]: haha. You make it or me?

2004-06-06 [Lethargic Panda]: I probably wont use it on account of I'm lazy...but you can. o.o

2004-06-06 [12 34 56 78 9]: fine.... you can tell me things to add though

2004-06-06 [12 34 56 78 9]: okay, brb - wait, what name should I give it?

2004-06-06 [12 34 56 78 9]: something misspelled *nods*

2004-06-06 [12 34 56 78 9]: hmmm... [I H8 U]?

2004-06-06 [Lethargic Panda]: Iono. Anything. lol

2004-06-06 [~*spawn*~]: wheeeeee crazinesssss

2004-06-06 [Lethargic Panda]: BANG!

2004-06-06 [circus snatch]: boom boom boom!!!

2004-06-06 [Lethargic Panda]: Mikah and...that guy, sitting in a tree, k-i-s-s-i-n-g. HA!

2004-06-06 [circus snatch]: wait, what guy?

2004-06-06 [Lethargic Panda]: That guy!

2004-06-06 [circus snatch]: what guy!? T.T

2004-06-06 [Lethargic Panda]: THAT GUY!!! *POINTS*

2004-06-06 [circus snatch]: WHAT GUY!? *cries*

2004-06-07 [Lethargic Panda]: Don't cry...that guy. *hug*

2004-06-07 [circus snatch]: *hug* what guy?

2004-06-07 [12 34 56 78 9]: what guy?

2004-06-07 [12 34 56 78 9]: I think he's just messin with yah *whispers* haha

2004-06-07 [circus snatch]: probably

2004-06-07 [Lethargic Panda]: Nope...I was referring to that guy. P.S. Imperfect likes old men! *giggles and runs away*

2004-06-07 [circus snatch]: *trips panda* Old men like me

2004-06-07 [Lethargic Panda]: Imperfect likes you. O.^  Doesn't old men liking you leave you feeling icky?

2004-06-07 [circus snatch]: its creepy

2004-06-07 [Lethargic Panda]: Yeah. Old men like Tiffany. A week or two ago we were standing on a corner waiting for the cars to stop so we could cross, and there was this car next to us...and there were two little boys...and an older man driving, all staring at her. x.x

2004-06-07 [brandi_080786]: Thats kind of creepy

2004-06-07 [Lethargic Panda]: Very much so. She said it makes her feel gross.

2004-06-07 [brandi_080786]: I bet!

2004-06-07 [Lethargic Panda]: I've known of this site for a relatively long time...and I'm randomly going to post it. It's entertaining. Some stupid people wont understand it, but oh well. http://www.blackpeopleloveus.com/

2004-06-07 [circus snatch]: lol

2004-06-07 [Lethargic Panda]: It's awesome, is it not?

2004-06-07 [12 34 56 78 9]: "we're all black in the inside"

2004-06-07 [Lethargic Panda]: "Sally and Johnny always ask me how the entire black community feels about certain topics. I really respect this about them because I am black and therfore obviously know how all blacks feel about everything!"

2004-06-07 [Kurus_Dreaon]: hey pplz

2004-06-07 [12 34 56 78 9]: it makes sense lethargic *nods*

2004-06-07 [Lethargic Panda]: I know. ^.^

2004-06-07 [Kurus_Dreaon]: what makes sense?

2004-06-07 [12 34 56 78 9]: everything

2004-06-07 [Lethargic Panda]: Indeed.

2004-06-07 [Kurus_Dreaon]: ok then...how are yall

2004-06-07 [Lethargic Panda]: BOOM BOOM BOOM! *steals phrases*

2004-06-07 [Kurus_Dreaon]: right..and u? *turns to imperfect nothing*

2004-06-07 [circus snatch]: BOOM BOOM BOOM!!... hey... *throws a fish at panda man*

2004-06-07 [Lethargic Panda]: *throws 2 fish at the Mikah*

2004-06-07 [Kurus_Dreaon]: *rae* alrighty then

2004-06-07 [circus snatch]: *hides*

2004-06-07 [Lethargic Panda]: *hides better*

2004-06-07 [circus snatch]: *still hidden none the less*

2004-06-07 [Kurus_Dreaon]: *looks at the places where they were* well umm.......yah

2004-06-07 [Lethargic Panda]: *watches you get found from my spot where I will never be*

2004-06-07 [Kurus_Dreaon]: (That made no sense in my mind but ok lol)

2004-06-07 [circus snatch]: *runs and tackles everyone* ^.^

2004-06-07 [Lethargic Panda]: *is still hidden* Ta ta.

2004-06-07 [Kurus_Dreaon]: *jumps up as he sees Mikah*

2004-06-07 [circus snatch]: *waves* hi

2004-06-07 [Kurus_Dreaon]: hi there...how are ya?

2004-06-07 [circus snatch]: hello, I'm alright, yourself?

2004-06-07 [Kurus_Dreaon]: bored as can e...but alive

2004-06-07 [circus snatch]: which really you have not a lot of choice in ^.^

2004-06-07 [Kurus_Dreaon]: what? being bored or being alive

2004-06-07 [circus snatch]: being alive unless you're willing to kill yourself to make yourself not....bored

2004-06-07 [Kurus_Dreaon]: im not going to kill myself...promised a friend i wouldnt...and i dont have any reason to right now....life olny sux...its not bad enough to die over...but yah....cant stop boredom

2004-06-07 [circus snatch]: Some try mastubating but thats only for the easily amused.

2004-06-07 [circus snatch]: frankly I prefer shiny objects

2004-06-07 [Kurus_Dreaon]: dont care to masturbate......and the only shiny object i can see is my knofe...its all clean and shin right now

2004-06-07 [circus snatch]: knives are pretty

2004-06-07 [Kurus_Dreaon]: yah..but they hurt when ya touch the shiny part.....so i must be careful...i need something thats not dangerous to entertain me lol

2004-06-07 [circus snatch]: *jingles keys infront of him*

2004-06-07 [Kurus_Dreaon]: *whatches keys hypnotized*

2004-06-07 [12 34 56 78 9]: *flies down from the sky* hey

2004-06-07 [circus snatch]: ^.^

2004-06-07 [Kurus_Dreaon]: *stares at the keys still hypnotized by the shinyness of them*

2004-06-07 [12 34 56 78 9]: *grabs keys* mine now. *flies away*

2004-06-07 [circus snatch]: no!!!! *tackles imperfect and rolls sticking keys down her bra* -.-

2004-06-07 [Kurus_Dreaon]: Hey what happened to the shinyes

2004-06-07 [circus snatch]: *throws shiny tin foil at Kurus*

2004-06-07 [12 34 56 78 9]: *dies* I often die. Easily too, it's very inconvenient...

2004-06-07 [circus snatch]: *pokes*

2004-06-07 [12 34 56 78 9]: hey.. I know what we can do. Let's play the name game.

2004-06-07 [12 34 56 78 9]: crap.. doesn't work with my big ass name...

2004-06-07 [12 34 56 78 9]: crap... I don't even know the stupid rules for the name game either..

2004-06-07 [Kurus_Dreaon]: *catches tin foil* yay shiny....

2004-06-07 [12 34 56 78 9]: *is made of tin foil*

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